Pain is inevitable. Misery is optional. (9/22 update)

I saw this quote on a church sign recently. People have commented on how "well" we're doing and how we're managing, and this quote pretty much sums it up. Yes, we're in pain. Yes, we're stressed. Yes, we cry. Yes, we're tired of this. Yes, at least once a day I stop and think, "Seriously?? Is this really happening again?" 

But, no, we are not miserable. And I suppose it's because we choose not to be. In this fallen world where have such little control over our circumstances, we can control how we react to them. So, day by day, we try to respond by fixing our eyes on Jesus, the one who does have control. The one who carries us. The one who give us hope. I know He will give each of us the strength that we need to make it through each day, and, when I forget that, I pray He will help me remember. 

Today has been a tough one . . . tough for Mom, tough for Jamal, tough for me (possibly tough for others as well, but no else has 'fessed up!). This morning was pretty good for Mom, but this afternoon was not the greatest. Due to (in my opinion) entirely preventable problems, her pain got higher this afternoon than it has been in days. This, combined with the fact that her GI system is still showing no signs of starting back up again, made for a discouraging afternoon. However, her pain is under control now and she's sleeping, so hopefully she can sleep well tonight and tomorrow will be better!

No other big changes from yesterday. We so appreciate your continued prayers!